Tuesday 13 December 2016

2017 PLZ BE GOOD?

It's sad how the same old people always come to you for advices, and you never fail to give them your very best, telling them about what you've experienced, praying for the best for them. And knowing CLEARLY, that person will never listen. Knowing clearly that they came knowing what they want, just to seek 'approval' from you. But end up listening to nags and old grandma stories. I had problems, i had seek help from my friends and i know, every single time, i knew what to do, i just wanted to seek approval from them, i just want to listen to what i want to hear, and block those that disapproved my idea. I know, i just know it.
I'm 20, turning 21 in just a few days time ( by year ) and everyone else around me is too. Looking at some of them still dropping in the plot holes they had when we were young and immature. Of course, i still make dumb and childish mistakes. But i learn to get up and learn as i make mistakes. I make sure, as least i try my very best not to go back to what made me miserable.
It sucks how those people come to you for advises before and then thinks that you're a nag now. Telling you stories casually but you end up 'nagging' at them. End up " you don't understand and won't understand" for things that you experienced. You clearly know what will happen next but shit, you don't do a thing to prevent. I'm not God, i can't plan. You're not a fucking sim, i can't just cancel your dumb actions.
One thing i never ever learn, getting my nose into people's business. At least my close friends' businesses.
Cus i HATE negativeness, i mean, who doesn't hate it? But it IRKS me to death to see my friends drown in negativeness and don't want to help themselves up. Personally, i am someone that cries like mad and gets super emotional negative when things happen, and few days later i get up right again quick. I make sure i do something about what made me negative and wouldn't dwell on it for long.
Thats why it irks me to death to see people dwelling in toxic relationships or just drowning in dumb steps you had. And the thing is you can't do shit cus that is what they want?
Ends up you became the insensible one, the one that don't understand people, and just hoping for shit to happen to them so that they will finally 'learn'.
It's going to be 2017, for goodness sake.